Walking away, my eyes filled with tears. Makes no sense, considering I was the one who pushed you away, huh? Well, the thing is, just because I did, doesn't mean I don't care; in fact, I feel the complete opposite... I care too much. I know... It sounds cheesy, but it's true. Maybe I'm over emotional, but someone asked me if you made me happy. The thought of it made me tear up. Why? Well, it's quite simple... Actually, no it's not... Although we barely know each other, I can't imagine not having you there to talk to. When we do talk, man... It's such a high. We're such similar people, and I think that's why it's so much fun to be around you... The phrase is: "Opposites attract..." For the longest time, I've convinced myself to think that we could be an exception... That we were different. I guess I'm just another one of those naive, little kids of the 21st century; however, I've finally come to the realization that we can't be. We just can't. We were never destined to be made for one another...
I hope you realize that none of this was done in anger. I'm not mad that you didn't pick me, or that you will never pick me. I'm doing this because I care too much. I want myself to become the best person I can possibly be; more importantly, I want you to grow into an amazing person. How can we possibly achieve this if we're together? Sure, you've taught me a lot about myself: like how I really am nice and caring; but, there are some things that you just can't teach me. I need to find who I am before I can dedicate myself to someone else. I don't want to have a half-ass relationship... I want to give someone my all. I wanted to give you my all. Well, those are just mere memories now... Dust in the wind.
So, if it's okay with you, I'm done being infatuated. I'm going to walk away... With tears in my eyes because you will forever hold a special place in my heart...
